Wonder

As I sit here,

I wonder

would I ever make it?

It so hard like a rock ,

the road so long  ,

I just feel like giving up .

Would this early morning and late night studying would pay off.

But who said the road to success would be easy?

There will be days and nights of feeling depress, anger and crying .

Even loss of some friends because of this “illusion” that you have in your mind,

That you call success.

As you climb the  ladder to success

you would wonder ,

How the hell did  I get here?

But it call perseverance,

motivations or the kinds words of strangers , true friends and family.

One day you would say,

I made it .

Summer 2014

Summer 2014 has come to an end. it was one emotional , fun and relaxing vacation. It was the first summer I had ever spend without my mom, those who follow my blog would know my mom had passed away at the end of last summer. This summer had taught me a lot, it teach me that once I believe in myself I can be good or successful once I put my mind to the task. Not only that, what keep me going was my mom words , “Follow your dreams, hard work is the key to life, hard work pays off ”  and also the few friends I have, they encourage me so much. As we pursuit our dreams in various fields or careers, I hope we could remain friends no matter where we are on the globe, it could be Japan, China, Canada, England or stay in our home country, you name it. I hope we remain friends even it just a phone call away. 

This summer I had to do summer school, at first I was sad but I am happy that I did the course.  The course, that I did push me closer to finishing university and towards my goals of becoming of who I would like to be in life. At first , I was vex because the lecture always calling on me to answer a question or something of the sort nearly ever week but I am happy the lecture did that. I guess the lecture had see my potential and what I am capable of doing. With that being said I had gotten a C+ overall and A- in final exam after all hard work payoff. 

Summer is a time, where you let down your hair  and have a great time but for those who know me,  fun and relaxing is not in my dictionary lol . Like really I have too much to worry about, than to have fun and relax. But a friend is who taught me it okay to have fun and relax with out feeling guilty . Actually, it did felt great thanks you.

Well now it back to books to continue what my mom had started, which was my mom and I dream. Which is now my dream.

Goodbye summer 2014 thanks for being so kind to me, until next summer 2015 . God willing 

Dreams

When I was younger, my imagination was always running. I was always  imagining what it be like when I had gotten older. But I had gotten older those dreams  and imaginations start to faded. But as I sit down here thinking about my future, wondering how I’m going  to manage or what to do. This quote appears on my Facebook news feed. This quote gives me inspiration and start dreaming again.

quotes

 

In life most of us lost sight of our goals because of various stuff. It can be financial issues, lack of self-esteem or whatever  the situation . There is always light at the end of tunnel. As the quote said ” ….. get up , dress up and fight for your dreams”. You never know, you can be the next CEO of your own business or  Nobel prize winner. As the saying go ” you never old to dream or accomplish anything in life” .

JUST KEEP DREAM