My mom 

I miss having a mom around. Someone who will be there for you. Who be honest with you . And someone where you can have a long conversation. Someone who will give you their opinion without being judge. One thing, I realized that no one can replace your mom. Your mom have this special bond that developed with you from the time you was conceived. She knew when something is bothering you, she knows you’re secrets. Infact she can read you as a book without saying a words . Mom you might not the best in my eyes you was and will be always in my heart . Love you mom.

Me before You

Did you watch the picture me before you ? It such a wonderful picture. It about this man who was a wealthy investor who was born into wealthy home. One day while he was on way into the office he got hit by a vichicle and paralyze from his neck down . While paralyzed, his family hire different caretakers to take care of him but they are leave. Well except the last one, she need the money so didn’t have a choice. So she put up with his stubbornness but one day she over hear the parents arguing about if to still carry out his wish . That is , move him to a country in the next six months where he can legally died before the almighty need him to go. That is because he always in pain and he don’t see the need of living anymore. This is went the caregiver decide to do various activities that approve by his doctors and parent so he can feel like he living again  and be part of the society. And hope he change his mind .  Eventually it work and them fall in love but the man was still keeping his part of the bargain that is travel to a country where he legally died by doctors . People say it kind of self fish of him when I read the interviews. He should push her way and he shouldn’t kill himself. But here is my reviews . He was a young healthy man who had friends and can get any girl he feel like. He see himself has a man that when he ready to settle down will be able to provide for his family but he know now people will never accept him in a judge mental world. It be hard for him so he seclude himself into his house. But this one girl taugh him how to live again and how to have fun . Something he miss and she accept him for who he is . She never judge him infact she always pushing him . Although he enjoy her company and falling for her,  he know that he cannot be the half of the man she was looking for. So he try hard for her not to get attach because he know the deal at the end of six months. It not only him that think this so much people who have a disability think this way about love. Even if them find someone I assume them be always thinking I’m good  enough for this person? It not self fish it just people know how the society thinks . It kinda sad to say. 

what science taught me?

For biology, it taught me to be patient, understanding, creative, think outside of the box, there no right or wrong answer. In other words, biology is so exciting but yet so complex. For chemistry, it taught me there more than one way to solve problems, time management, analytical, reasoning and also patient. In other words, chemistry teaches you skills for life .

Thinking out loud

One day I am going to make it. It wouldn’t be always going be a struggle.  When I get to where I am going, I’m not going to forget the people who was there when I was at my lowest. And I’m  not going to  forget the person who give me a chance to where I got to be. And most important don’t forget to remain humble cause I can get it all today and tomorrow can be uncertain. And the golden rules:- always pay it forward and give someone an opportunity no matter their background. Cause it was once me and it can be me at any time after flame. Note to self

Mom

Hi mom, just letting you know that I love you. Despite all the things I say about you, I still care for you. You is a wonderful mom, do not matter what ,you make me, my bro and sis happy. Yes we have our up and down but we still live like one happy family . Although I am the most subborn , talkative and the quietest one out of the three lol. Just want to say I love you. Keep positive thoughts, read the bible and pray daily. Remember psalm 23

Love you
Your oldest daughter and child.

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Mom

Hi mom, just letting you know that I love you. Despite all the things I say about you, I still care for you. You is a wonderfull mom, didnt mater what you make me, my bro and sis happy. Yes we have our up and down but we still live like one happy family . Although I am the most subborn , talkative and the quietest one out of the three lol. Just want to say I love you. Keep positive thoughts, read the bible and pray daily. Remember psalm 23

Love you.

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Dreams

When I was younger, my imagination was always running. I was always  imagining what it be like when I had gotten older. But I had gotten older those dreams  and imaginations start to faded. But as I sit down here thinking about my future, wondering how I’m going  to manage or what to do. This quote appears on my Facebook news feed. This quote gives me inspiration and start dreaming again.

quotes

 

In life most of us lost sight of our goals because of various stuff. It can be financial issues, lack of self-esteem or whatever  the situation . There is always light at the end of tunnel. As the quote said ” ….. get up , dress up and fight for your dreams”. You never know, you can be the next CEO of your own business or  Nobel prize winner. As the saying go ” you never old to dream or accomplish anything in life” .

JUST KEEP DREAM